DOCTOR WHO REWATCH • 6 GIFS PER EPISODE
1x07 “Time travel is like visiting Paris. You can’t just read the guide book you’ve got to throw yourself in. Eat the food, use the wrong verbs, get charged double and end up kissing complete strangers!”
#let me tell you something about this scene okay #her little pause before she says ‘and the baby’ #like she’s not sure if she’s going to say it #but then she figures okay why not say it I’ve got nothing left to lose #and that little smile on her face when she does #because for all the heartache she’s feeling right now and has felt since she and the Doctor were separated #there’s this one thing that will always keep them together #but then the Doctor says ‘you’re not…?’#it’s this look of sheer terror and sadness on his face #that is not the face of a man who thinks the woman he loves is pregnant with another man’s child #he thinks she’s pregnant with his child #and now she’s trapped in a parallel world where he will never be able to reach her #but if she’d told him right then and there that she was pregnant with his child he would have torn both universes apart to get to them #and he can’t do that because he has to protect the universe and stay detached and nothing should cloud his vision #and Rose knows that because she knows him better than anyone so seeing that look on his face she says ‘it’s mum’s’ #and then that look of relief on his face is worth the lie #they only have two minutes and sometimes a lie is kinder than the truth
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I HAD TO REREAD THE END OF THOSE TAGS FIVE TIMES BEFORE IT FUCKING HIT ME
FUCKING. NO. DON’T YOU PUT THAT SHIT IN MY HEAD YOU TWATFACE.
OH MY GOD NO
I CAN’T UNTHINK THAT NOW. I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS HER’S I NEVER THOUGHT SHE LIED BUT WELL FUCK NOW I’M AN EMOTIONAL MESS I CAN’T
He would have torn apart both universes had she said it was hers…..
Decided to go through an old story (aka fanfiction), so that I could update my Ao3 account w/ stuff I wrote before I opened my account there and boy do/did (idk do I still do it?) I have a horrible problem of over explaining in sentences when only a few words were needed. So, I went through and fixed that issue among other things. In case anyone was interested. I wrote a 35,255 world Doctor Who Eleven x Rose renamed Finding Closure fanfic last year and just recently uploaded it to Ao3.
In a way I did this to try an stir creative juices, since I just don’t seem capable of writing long fanfics like that anymore.
AU - The Wolf’s Cub
“What are you singing to her Doctor?”
“I’m singin’ an old nursery rhyme from Gallifrey. I want to make sure she knows the language.”
Okie doke. So, where were we?